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Hey guys, my name is Fawxsy/Yunelle. I have a story to tell you all:
As a select few of you know, this year I have been at the doctors a lot and have been very sick. Since Sakura-con last year I started losing my voice and it hurt to sing or talk too much. Going into Fanime it got worse and worse my voice was always hoarse, I had lost my energy found it harder to breathe as the days passed. I started to really realize that something bigger than just a couple bad colds and a sore throat was going on. What I didn't know was that a had two giant lumps in my throat that was my Thyroid and that it had become a goiter, this monstrous lump under my skin, weighing down on my windpipe and straining my vocal chords. Finding out during Fanime that I was, for sure, going to have surgery was the most terrifying thing I've ever experienced. I had a six needle biopsy to check if this lump was cancerous. The test came back negative, all was well. It wasn't til after my surgery and at the end of my three day hospital stay that the doctors told me what no one wants to hear. The six needle biopsy was wrong and they had found cancer. The next week I spent unable to function, spending 90% of my days battling exhaustion so I could open my eyes and eat food and exist. I then attended Kumoricon, made some mistakes and ended up in the E.R. I didn't know what to do with myself after that point....Aki-con was fast approaching...Would I mess up again? Would I just get sick again? What if I inconvenience my roomies? I ended up attending and had two of my cosplay life goals met, I'm so glad I went.(See Aki-con Re-cap! 2013)
Now that Aki-con came and went I'm faced with the biggest challenge of my life. Battling cancer that has spread to my blood stream, and trying to continuously crank out costumes that are better and better and higher quality for you guys.
My reason for telling you all this? So that you guys will know I know what its like to struggle and to tell you all I'm here for all of you. Each and every watcher, you aren't ever alone. I want you guys to go and chase your dreams. Don't ever give up! Everyone in the world struggles. It may be with math, one of your cosplays, your home life...whatever it is. I'm a mentor and support system first and a cosplayer second. I want to be here for you lovelies.
IF YOU EVER NEED SOMEONE TO TALK TO OR THINK NO ONE CARES I AM HERE FOR YOU, I CARE.
I can't tell you guys how much I've missed out on because I wasn't confident or felt like I wouldn't be good enough. Go out there grab life by the horns, don't make the mistake that I have. Let me be your support system. I'm always here and always willing to listen.
As a select few of you know, this year I have been at the doctors a lot and have been very sick. Since Sakura-con last year I started losing my voice and it hurt to sing or talk too much. Going into Fanime it got worse and worse my voice was always hoarse, I had lost my energy found it harder to breathe as the days passed. I started to really realize that something bigger than just a couple bad colds and a sore throat was going on. What I didn't know was that a had two giant lumps in my throat that was my Thyroid and that it had become a goiter, this monstrous lump under my skin, weighing down on my windpipe and straining my vocal chords. Finding out during Fanime that I was, for sure, going to have surgery was the most terrifying thing I've ever experienced. I had a six needle biopsy to check if this lump was cancerous. The test came back negative, all was well. It wasn't til after my surgery and at the end of my three day hospital stay that the doctors told me what no one wants to hear. The six needle biopsy was wrong and they had found cancer. The next week I spent unable to function, spending 90% of my days battling exhaustion so I could open my eyes and eat food and exist. I then attended Kumoricon, made some mistakes and ended up in the E.R. I didn't know what to do with myself after that point....Aki-con was fast approaching...Would I mess up again? Would I just get sick again? What if I inconvenience my roomies? I ended up attending and had two of my cosplay life goals met, I'm so glad I went.(See Aki-con Re-cap! 2013)
Now that Aki-con came and went I'm faced with the biggest challenge of my life. Battling cancer that has spread to my blood stream, and trying to continuously crank out costumes that are better and better and higher quality for you guys.
My reason for telling you all this? So that you guys will know I know what its like to struggle and to tell you all I'm here for all of you. Each and every watcher, you aren't ever alone. I want you guys to go and chase your dreams. Don't ever give up! Everyone in the world struggles. It may be with math, one of your cosplays, your home life...whatever it is. I'm a mentor and support system first and a cosplayer second. I want to be here for you lovelies.
IF YOU EVER NEED SOMEONE TO TALK TO OR THINK NO ONE CARES I AM HERE FOR YOU, I CARE.
I can't tell you guys how much I've missed out on because I wasn't confident or felt like I wouldn't be good enough. Go out there grab life by the horns, don't make the mistake that I have. Let me be your support system. I'm always here and always willing to listen.
Been awhile!-- Kumoricon 2014
Sorry for my sudden hiatus everyone! I was very busy with health things and joining up with a school for fashion design and well.. ironically dropping out because again of health reasons.
Anyways! I'm just writing this short journal to tell you all that I'm going to, of course, be attending Kumoricon this weekend! And hope to see some of you there! So far my line up is
Friday: Oz Vessalius
Saturday: Roxas(Running the Kingdom Hearts photoshoot at noon!) / Otoya Ittoki 2000% Love Outfit
Sunday: Roxas
Monday: Casual Roxas
I have a pretty small line up this year and should be really easy to see! I can't wait for this weekend to roll on up
Kumoricon 2013
Ah! What to say about this con? It has been a while! It's always nice to visit a home con, that's for sure. Although this year was off to a very rough start.
It started Day 0 when I attended a room party and had a little too much to drink, thus making me sick all of Day 1 and landing me in the E.R.. Turns out after my recent surgery(which, oops I haven't told you guys about! Sorry!) the alcohol had a bad mixing with my medications as well as we think someone may have spiked my drink.. Haha! So I finally got to con at around 4pm on Day 1 and instantly went to work. I promised ~usagi2ranpha (https://www.deviantart.com/usagi2ranpha) and a fan of ours a photo shoot of Salior V and
Fanime 2013!
Ah!! this con was such an amazing con to attend.
I got to meet an online friend and hang out with her! I told `yuumei (https://www.deviantart.com/yuumei) that I'd help her with anything I could so I ended up with her a decent amount this con.
It was my first con in California and it could have gone better than it did but I do not regret paying for the con one bit.
Day 0, we cosplayed Fisheye Placebo and met :iconyuumei: in line, hung out for a little bit then left to our photoshoot. On our way there we got recognized a few times and got out photo taken. We later met up with :iconyuumei: at dinner (man was it crazy finding like a place that'd take 12 people in haha;;).
SO-COOL-RA-CAWN~ deets.
Alright as some of you know I will be attending Sakura-con this year, it will be my second year attending and I can't wait to see you all there! Expect an after con report here, as usual!
I will be Princess Celestia(day 1)
Card Captor Sakura(day two/Finals of idol contest)
Hinata(FOR OTAKU FEUD, day 1 at 8:45pm)
Lizbeth(photoshoot)
Casual Asuna(whenever/Round 1 Idol contest)
and
Frey(day 0/meet the artist/SUPER SPECIAL SECRET)!
Feel free to chat with me if you spot me at all! I plan to meet as many of you as possible, that will be in attendance!
I can't wait, see you there!~
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Hang in there girly!! I know you can beat this, your one of the strongest people i know. Love you!